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by confusedangel Sep 1, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I never asked to be here I don't want it to be this way Why didn't they let mum destroy me? Why did they make me pay? Mummy always beats me Saying I'm to blame I destroyed her life, she says She wants it back again It isn't my fault she got drunk I didn't make her fool around I am her little accident Her bundle of sorrow and pain My mummy didn't want me Daddy doesn't care Brought up with no money Who wouldn't rather be dead? I'm punished for her mistakes I suffer from neglect This ladder on my arm burns Just a sign of regret I never met my daddy Mummy's hooked on drugs I'm dying in a corner How am I better off? I wish that cow was dead That I was never born I wish people would wake up Realize what they've done Mummy's now a hooker Pregnant once again They'll make her have her child This tireless loop won't end So now I'm lying on the floor Starving yet again Why do I deserve this? When will my nightmare end?