Wrong Decisions

I started off, telling you what would happen in a few days time,
What I never knew, was how far I would have to climb.
I had never thought of the bad things to come,
Thinking all about myself, oh how I was so dumb.

I was blinded so bad by everything going on,
As for me I never saw that things were all so wrong.
I kept thinking it would be ok, everything would be fine,
But now I think back on it, I wish I could return back in time.

In the end, it was my decision to do it all,
Which made it hard, but soon I was to fall.
I let it get to me, and I didn't see you were getting so hurt,
My mind wasn't set, and I never got the alert.

I made it hard on both of us, but most of all you,
But the future that was there for me was something I never knew.
I wish I could change what happened, but now it's all finished,
But now that it's happened.. I feel more so diminished.

With your strength and your love, you've kept us strong,
Even after I did so much, all so wrong.
I want to make it up to you, and I am willing to change,
But for the better, and that will be my exchange.

I will do better, and I will try harder than before,
Because I can see I don't want this to continue anymore.
I want to be with you forever, and never have to lose you,
Because both our love stays strong, even after what we've been through.

We can make this work, and I will try a lot,
And I don't want to lose, what I have got.
I will never do something so stupid again,
So lets start it off, by kissing outside in the rain.