Not the same

I have lost control,
All my thoughts,
My rock and roll,
They all rot.
I'm out of control.

You are gone,
I miss you now,
My thoughts are wrong,
I wish you back somehow.
But you are gone.

I never hear you,
You are sad,
Your in perfect view,
We lost what we had.
I can't hear you.

I'm trying my best,
To let go,
I never get rest,
Time runs slow.
I'm trying my best.

I'm miserable at best,
I'm not as strong as before,
I'm always depressed,
Your not here anymore.
I'm miserable at best.