You reach that point to
where the tears desist
though your soul doesn't want to exist,
and your problems aren't in the few.
You get passed the hyper-ventilating
and begin to realize what your doing,
isn't making your life anymore pursuing..
and you can go on after your finished dating.
You reach a time where you can't cry
and realize it's because you've been together
too long, and start to see what's meant in forever..
and believe me the urge will go away of wanting to die.
Since you left it gave me time to think
though it usually ends in tears of rage
I stand up and have to remember my age
and my heart has to be found where it sank
All the drama can really get to you
and all the fighting will eventually end
not just love but I lost a best friend
and your out and about doing what you do
Listening to my jams and not caring at all
sometimes it really hurts but I won't cry
my life, back onto my feet I will try
and if my phone says you I'll ignore the call.
It's one of those things that won't be mended
and there's too much to say to fix the worst
and my love life becomes an unbeatable curse
and anything you say, I'm left undefended.
I'm sorry that were so through
I know I'll miss you everyday
and when people ask, I don't know what to say
because then it makes me just think about you
I guess were better off this way
our bad luck never ended
and my heart still won't be mended.
Love me still, I hope you do, and every night I'll pray.