5/5 i really enjoed reading this poem...it will get easier sooner or later..u juss need to learn to let go and have the littlest contact withh him and then usually it helps a bit but seeing him in the future...some memories or feeligns might come back but u gotta be strong and not let them come back so strong and show..when u lose ur virginity to soemone at first its them that is all u wanna be wit but u realize it aint that much of a big deal and there are better people out there...well good luck