I never wanted this

by shattered and broken   Sep 2, 2007


My head it aches and my eyes they burn, my heart is screaming, for you it yearns
And thoughts keep coming, I know not what to do, but I need to silence these thoughts of you
But its so hard, when you talk I cant think, your words are so beautiful they force me to the brink
Just a bit more and I dont think I could breathe, Id be under your spell and I could never leave
And to hear your voice I think I might melt and god forbid your sweet touch I ever felt
To have your arms around me, it might be too tight and then Id want you to hold me even for one night
To feel you so close, your heart in my ear the sound of it reverberating becoming all that I hear
And I know this is wrong, and for forgiveness I plead but my heart keeps telling that you I do need
So what may I ask, what should I do, when every time my heart beats I do think of you
How do I silence and unsilenceable voice? I didnt choose this, I didnt have a choice
I never wanted to want you, never at all, I didnt mean to do this, I never wanted to fall

*Thanks for reading, as always comments will be returned, I'll be on as much as possibel. Always-
Shattered and Broken*

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  • 17 years ago

    by Callalilly

    This poem explains exactly how I have felt before and sometimes i still feel this way. I have gone from not wanting it to wishing it would never go away. Now he is gone and i dont know If or when the next time i will see him will be. I am just glad that it happened no matter how painful it was and still is.

  • 17 years ago

    by Megan

    This is well written. i really like it. but wouldn't u "want it" on some level? like this feeling(from personal experience) is an awesome feeling. once u felt it wouldn't u want more of it? just some questions... thx. sry if i offended or anything.

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