This is well written. i really like it. but wouldn't u "want it" on some level? like this feeling(from personal experience) is an awesome feeling. once u felt it wouldn't u want more of it? just some questions... thx. sry if i offended or anything.

This poem explains exactly how I have felt before and sometimes i still feel this way. I have gone from not wanting it to wishing it would never go away. Now he is gone and i dont know If or when the next time i will see him will be. I am just glad that it happened no matter how painful it was and still is.