Sick and Tired

Tired of love
sick of hate
just trying to find my smile again
i cant wait
hating you is a waste of my time
because no matter how much i say i hate you
you'll never come back, you wont ever be mine
tired of knowing i love you
for its hard
because i know your over me and its tearing my heart in two
but there is nothing for me to do
i hate myself for even giving my heart away
i knew i should have kept it hidden
maybe then everything would have turned out okay
tired of love
sick of hate
just trying to find my smile again
i cant wait
I'm ready to see my smile again
but i haven't found trust yet
i cant even rely on my friend
for i knew this would happen
but never did i think it would be i
i left her to feel this pain
for me to lay here all night and do nothing but cry
tired of love
sick of hate
just trying to find my smile again
i cant wait