To be? Or Not to Be?

Why are you so unsure of your love for me?
I just cant understand
For I am in love with you
This I am certain of
For I have never met anyone like you
Even though I don't see you
And I rarely speak to you
You continue to plague my mind
My heart craves for you
Getting you off my mind
Is like one man achieving world power
Its just impossible
Many guys ask me out
And I turn them down
For the only guy I want in this world
IS YOU
At first
I thought it was just lust
And that after three months
(Just like the other guys)
We would not be
But something kept me going
Urging me that we had a future together
It made me want to be with you
FOR ALL ETERNITY
And I have never felt that before
But ever since you told me
That you didn't know if you love me
I haven't really been the same
I haven't felt like myself
For that shit hit my heart like a bullet
I was filled entirely with pain
A part of me suddenly disappeared
I became senseless and naive
I didn't know what to do
I still don't know what to do
Other than love you
I thought Id never be alone again
That wed remain lovers and friends
I thought YOU were the love of my life
And that we were meant to be
I thought we belong together
But this you did not see
So won't you please tell me
Are we meant to be? Or not to be?