Hazel's Eyes

Why?
why must things be like this?
you said you need me, you said you love me
but you would only leave me in this abyss

i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself for loving you
i hate myself for losing you

so i pick up a knife and hold it to my neck
and i ask myself
why am i doing this?
a voice answered
because you life is meaningless without her

oh..

i slit my throat then and there
blood gushes out

forming the words

I

LOVED

YOU...