I'm starting to break and givin to the selfharming..
i know i musnt do this dreadful thing,
but that's how I deal with the pain.
The pain of being a dissopointment to the people that matter to me.
The pain of my mother shouting and screaming at me when there's nothing I can do.
But I won't give up....
cause there's one person left not to dissopoint.
her blonde hair and her blue eyes..
her smiles.
her laughs...
and the times she plays in bath.
I'm trying my best to protect my little sister..
I wont let no one bad come near her,
I promise myself I will stay strong ..
If there was no her...there'd be no me.
so i wont give up,
and i'll put the razor back under my bed...
that'll be that..an nothin more said.
