He was my best friend and lover
I did not know it then but he would be how I measure every other,
He saw me at my worst and always made me better,
We did everything together
he dyed my hair,protected me,fought with me,loved me,and most important understood me
almost as though we became one
so when we were separated it was as though I left part of me out there lost.
We went on of coarse comparing it all to something that was gone,
running into each other every few years and reminiscing on the loss.
never actually picking up where we left off
but never letting go of what we want
what it was how it felt and never again having found such a love
maybe one of these days I will get up the nerve to tell him he is the one
the only one I will ever love
or maybe we will forever dance this dance
missing each other and loving silently from a distance
I do know our daughter in heaven would smile on us to change it all
