Unwanted rain

Rain, Rain go away
you come and go
i barely know your there

you say your sorry but
i know your fake
i know that even in the wake
of death i would only hear silence

even in the cold of winter i know
you would let me freeze instead
of warm me with the warmth
of your fire

you would let me stay in darkness
all alone instead of shining
your light my way

how could i know that through
all the charm there was adbandonment