Alone at night
Crying cold tears again
As I do so often
How did this happen?
Why to me?
I wonder whats wrong with me
When I look in the mirror
All I see is dark circles
Bloodshot eyes
A pale face and pink lips
Is there something more?
Is it so deep inside
I dont know what it is
Or where it is?
Can I find it or
Is that someone else?
I dont want anyone to get close
I dont want to share my pain
I dont want to hide my tears
I already hide my face
Cant they see whats wrong with me?
Im broken up inside
I cant find my way out of the dark
I cant break through the surface
Im drowning in my dark abyss
and I dont even know
whats wrong with me?
I wonder whats wrong with me
Day after day
Night after night
Tear after tear
Drop after drop
Pain after pain
Vein after vein
I cant find the problem
I cant hold on to me
As I fade away
Whats wrong with me
Why am I broken?
Can I be fixed?
Can I be saved?
Can someone help me?
Will someone?
Wont they?
Find out whats wrong with me....
I never wanted it to end like this
I drank too much of life hope
In the end I was to blame
In the end I had to fall
I will find my place among the dead
Where I belong
I wonder whats wrong with me
When I cry cold tears
Laying on my bed, broken up
Whispering to myself, as I do so often
How did it happen to me?
Why did it happen to me?
I look in the mirror and who I see is who I really am
White skin
Pink lips
Green eyes
Black hair
Purple circles
Scars
