It starts with the memories
Back in the days when i loved another
Back to a time when nothing could go wrong
then disaster hit
Like the crash of a tidal wave
No warning sirens to let me know
No way to see what he had done
Then waves suddenly stopped
and there was a blackness
A void in everything so it seemed
No answer or question
There was nothing to do but try and forget
Nothing to do but what he had done to me
I burried myself in everything i could
to make me forget
a friendship rekindled and a lover met and lost
Finally a light in the darkness
coming over the horizon
A man in armor riding a white horse
my dream come true
This new man was perfect
and loved me for me
This one would never do something to break my heart
But still my mind wanders
back when times were good
I dont know why it goes there
But it seems to be happy
How can i know i am happy but still think of the past?
How can i love so much, yet think of other memories?
I must forget the past so i look forward to the future
