I ask myself why?
why do they want me to try?
they don't care about what I'm going through
so why do they care about what i do?
outside of school I'm a totally different person
but inside of school
I'm a shy and quiet girl
as soon as i walked through that door
people looked at me like they were hard core
i cant take this anymore
I'm living a life i don't even want to live
I'm giving love i don't even want to give
I'm living with all this stress
but all i do is pray to god to get me out of this mess
it seems like I'm always put in the middle
and all i want is to be loved alittle
but i wont let anyone pass my brick wall
because every time i do all i do is fall
I'm tired of crying all the time
i just want to know when its going to be my time to shine
is that a crime
to want that for me
NO,but everyone thinks I'm going to become what i see
their always doughting me
but they need to stop worrying about me
and what I'm going to grow up to be!
