This looming darkness hovers over me
As a beast shrouded in drapes of night
Invades the day and snuffs it with a cold hand
Chilling my bones as I shiver in fear
Of what is yet to come
Cloaked in his hatred he breaks into me
With his cold hands choking the life from my lungs
I kick with all my might as I begin to lose the fight
Slowly my body becomes weak under his fingers
He shakes with violent tremors has he grips harder
His rage bursts into my soul robbing me of life
I can feel his anger taking me over
A fire blazes in his eyes as it scorches my mind
I scream out inside myself
The world goes black as he relinquishes his grip
I slump to the floor heaving half alive
Curled into a ball left to die
I feel the burning down deep into my soul
Darkness all around with no light to see
My eyes are open and all I can see
Is the hatred he left inside of me
I close my eyes and all I can see
Is the darkness he has left for me
If a light came into me, would I see it?
Could I feel the presence of anything else?
I sulk through my life like a ravaging animal
Taking by force that which I need to survive
Leaving no mercy, and taking no regrets
I live half alive and yet cannot die
All that is left for me is that which he taught me
Pain, hate, despair, & Death
A diminished soul
Silently and mysteriously
A force as come to me
Something I have forgotten
Is teaching me something new
To afraid to let go of what I know
And curious as to where this can go
I need to feel this I long to be near this
A light breaks through the eternal darkness
Warmth unlike that I’ve felt before
Smothers the hate I felt for the beast
This feeling is so foreign to me now
I feel life coming back to me
With him I can live again
With him I can love again
Will he stay to see me through?
