Not worth it.

Broken promises,

Emotional tears,

Suicide thoughts,

Fake happiness.

Sometimes I dont think its worth it,

Putting to much effort to show who Im not.

The fake me is who I show everyone,

But inside Im a totally different kid.

I cry myself to sleep at night,

Wishing for things to get better.

I no longer have normal dreams,

I see myself jumping off a bridge.

One day I will be saved - I will be in gods hands,

But until that day I�ll suffer through this reality.