I'M TRYING SO HARD TO HOLD BACK DA TEARS THAT WANT TO JUST ROLL DOWN MY CHEEKS...I'M TRYING SO HARD NOT TO WRITE U A MESSAGE TELLING U I MISS TALKING TO UR CRAZY ASS...I MISS OUR LITTLE DUMB ARGUMENTS OVER DUMB SHIET...I'M TRYING SO HARD TO NOT PICK UP DA PHONE AND CALL U AND TELL U SO MANY THINGS THAT I WANT TO ....SO MANY THINGS THAT ARE NEW...BUT I'M TRYING AND HOPEFULLY I WON'T...B/C U WANTED THINGS LIKE THIS SO IMA TRY REALLY HARD NOT TO DO ALL DA THINGS I WANT TO DO TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH...U!!! I JUST REALLY WISH U ALL DA BEST AND JUST ALWAYS REMEMBER IMA BE HERE ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!!
