Fade out

Tired of thinking..
unable to pursue..
Desperately searching for a useful virtue.
I stand alone far from emotions thrown..
The failure I will never be is not near my throne..

Maybe the silence of determination is far from enough to spread it's effect.Sometimes flaws need to be exposed and maybe this is the way for consciences to clear.Priorities should be set with no fear...

But,what if fading out is really the end?Being alone will make you feel lonesome!?
What happens when the shades of night descend?Are these strange gestures handsome?!
Changing is not the way,because adaptability is the path leading to the disability of routine...A deadly routine I could never adapt to...

I gave my heart to you,leaving you be my killer...
An unfair trade with me as the just dealer...

Now I observe your trying to find your way between happiness and satisfaction...That's what I wanted until your words became a mass distraction...
Here I come,rising over your shadows to feel hypocrisy's taste once again..
Oh,dear friend guide me till the end if betrayal leads to death...help me as I fade out once again..