Remember

I can't help these thoughts
They're like torment in my head,
But I can only think them
They cannot be said.
My life should be complete now
But instead it falls apart,
Because you do not love me
Did you ever even start?
I've found a man that loves me
A Step-mum i adore,
A father who believes in me
Well whys my heart still sore?
Gone from my life is a person
Of whom I could love and confide,
She said that she'd always be there
Well i guess that she had lied.
Am i just a bad daughter
Did I do something wrong,
I know i cannot talk too you
It has been too long.
I'm sorry that I've hurt you
I'm sorry i wasn't there,
I'm sorry you didn't love me
I'm sorry you didn't care.
Despite the hurt and the lies
Despite the life I'm making,
I'm sorry you still disagree
About the path I've taken.
I wish you would forgive me
I do with all my heart,
But there is no going back now
For the moment we'll have too part.
Remember that I love you
Remember I now care,
Remember if you need something
Mum, I'll still be there.