Love me

Cheeks stained,
pillow soaked from all the tears,
as she lay awake thinking
of all her lost years.
thinking of when she was younger and felt sorry for herself,
trying to play her cards, and deal with what was dealt.
trying to feed a hunger that only love could fill.
she tried to fill it with other things.
but that hunger growled still...
drugs, vodka and rock and roll
nothing subsided the feeling of emptiness.
somebody's daughter just looking for somebody to love her is what she plead....
10 years later,
she wound up dead
only 26 she died that night,
it started in a few puffs and ended in a knife.
drunk and stoned not giving a fuk,
she took her own life.
and beside her written so neat on a pink slip of paper.
"I'm still nothing more than somebody's daughter just looking for somebody to love her"