(wrote this at Christmas thats y its titled that lol)
this time of year hurts me so bad,
it just isn't fare,
u just dumped me,
then left me standing there....
u ripped my heart out and u didn't even care.
u killed my soul,
and walked away.
left me empty, i wasn't even whole
like a criminal u ran,
and my heart u stole...
my tears fell oh so silently
more quiet than church mice.
the most painful thing,
is the fact you've done this twice...
left me cold,
empty handed,
all alone to fight.
to fight off the pain i now feel,
to fight off this nightmare,
that seems so real....
to fight off the dark and loney days ahead,
the days i feel useless,
and don't even wanna get out of bed....
sometimes i don't know what is worse,
this broken heart or being dead
