I have to..

I'm sorry but I really have to..
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everything inside me tries to thwart
but since decided, we now must part
you dare contest with what i've said
failing to see this how must end
accepting words with dampened eyes
you then aggrieve of untold lies
no words explain truth that I feel
still wanting you, yet should now deal
reasons brace my wounding judgment
I stand still firm, yet within lament
I never wanted, nor would I ever do
but fate dictate, I have to let go of you
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I'm really sorry but I had to..