Sitting in my room alone with nothing to do
Waiting for the time to argue with you
my hate growing growing each day
wishing my love will slowly drain away
Seeing your art spread across my face
hitting me harder to put me in place
all i wanted was a helping hand
someone to stop him make him understand
life is hard found away out
drank all the tablets without a doubt
hospital bed cold and bare
wait for mum she'll be there
waited long she wasn't there
i felt so hurt she didnt care
my father cudnt look me in the eye
all i did that night was cry
my dad was ill and was goin to die
mum dint tell me i dint reaise
so the clock ticked and the time came near
i spoke to his docters and it came clear
I dint want to go see him the selfish person i am
i told him the truth and he sed goodbye
i cried i am sorry but he replied with the turning of his head
that night i just stayed up wishing i was dead
the next day was the day my heart split in two
the last words u ever sed to me were i love you
so now u have left me here to survive my friends not knowing what i feel inside
But one thing i would do no word of a lie is
turn back the clock for him and i
