I like your poem alot. But here is some friendly advice, nomatter how much you want to kill yourself dont do it. You may think nobody is going to miss you but thats not true. I went throught the exact same thing as you for years because my father was an alchoholic and loved to hit me when he was drunk. All you need to do is tell somebody you trust like a friend, teacher, adult, anybody and somehow they'll be able to help you. For me they took my father to prison and that ended up being the best thing that could have happened.
Just dont hurt yourself,
Alexander

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