You were having doubts
You were unsure what to do
Was it right?
Was it wrong?
You didn't get the chance
To make up your mind
I read the signs
All wrong
But I made up your mind
I didn't want to do it
I did it because
I didn't want you to get hurt
I didn't want you
To have to be the one to do it
It was just about
Unbearable
Writing that
Forcing my tears
From falling
So you didn't see
I forced my tears
All day
Eventually they came
I did it cos
I thought that's what you wanted
I should have talked to you first
I was so wrong
I regret doing it now
I can't get over the fact
That I actually did it
But I did it for you
I've punished myself
Since I did it
I'm so sorry baby
I didn't want to do it
I thought it was what
You wanted
But I did it for you
I made it easy for you
I would rather hurt myself
Than hurt you
That's why I did it
Surely that must means something