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by xTearsxOfxSilencex Sep 5, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
Alone and helpless in the world no one there to see her through she turns to anyone who will listen hoping they will tell her just what to do trusting anyone who will let her she now believes there's no more pain until at the moment she realizes she's left all alone again no one's really there for her they all pretend its just a game they make her feel like she's not alone when in the end she just gets the blame feeling sorry for everything she shouldn't she begins to start to cry she realizes everyone is right about her and maybe she should just die thinking everyone will be better off she puts the gun to her head she quietly starts to cry hot tears the gun drops but by no means is she dead shes got only one hope in life hope that someone else will come along to help her figure out her feelings and to tell her everyone else was wrong wrong for making her feel bad and wrong for making her cry wrong for pretending to be there for her and wrong for letting her want to die