Understanding

This isn't much of a poem but just my feelings. sorry

I still don't understand.
Even if i look for answers i still end up with one.

This one is said to be.
I'll always remember thee.
I'll never forget your smile
Or the way you held every thing together.
I'm so tired of searching.
So send me some answers.
So i can get some rest.
For hopefully tomorrow's a new day.

I guess all i can say is i love you dearly. and i just don't want you to think different
I love you my angel. never forget it. =)