Tried So Hard

I want to get over you,

I’ve tried so hard,

Yet I’m still in the same place,

Everyday.

Some days I like you,

Other days I can’t stand you.

I know I need to make up my mind,

Sometimes I wish I’d never met you,

I wouldn’t have to go through so much pain.

I mean, what do I have to gain?

Every thing always messes up,

I might as well give up.

What if I can’t?

You’re the only thing I remember,

The only person I feel safe with.

Am I losing my mind?

I’m so lost and so confused,

I don’t know what else there is to lose.