What You Don't Know

I'm going to take a moment
to close my eyes to think
I'm going to try to understand
whats going on inside my head

I'm trying not to judge you
but you make it so hard to stand
I'm balancing on one foot
standing on unbalanced land

No matter how hard I try
I just can't seem to win
even when I'm losing
I don't think of you less of a man

You do all these things to me
trying to push me away
even though you don't know
It is what makes me stay

But you can't see inside of me
and for that I am so glad
The feelings running threw me
Is something you'll never understand...