Emptiness is all encompassing
it chokes you from the inside
with hands as cold as death
it makes your heart feel a little less
beat a little slower in the safe that is your chest
and he once had the combination
that opened me up and let in the light
brought warmth to a winter cold as ice
brought color to a world devoid of sight
and i was naive enough to believe that love could come
from a few nights behind closed doors
i was a fool to think he'd love me if i gave a little more
but whats so wrong with wanting at last one person to adore?
but now abandoned and surrounded
there is no hope for light when the suns been blotted black
no chance of warmth returning, when my heart sees it as an attack
he gave me a taste of summer, and i can never get it back.
it was a beautiful fabrication
an addiction of the mind i couldn't see
and i lost that drug that touched my soul
and theres no one to blame
but me
