Confused and Alone.

I don't know what I've done wrong, but it feels like everyones gone.
I know I messed up big time, and missed my chance to shine.
I resort to angry cuts, because I feel like I'm down on my luck
I don't understand the way I feel, no idea if I can ever heal
Who can help me now, not after those massive diabolical rows
God seems to have disappeared, where are you lord, I need you here.
What does a girl have to turn to, when the world turns its back on you
I know theres someone somewhere, but with no idea how far or how near.