Broken Down

I'm not the strongest
I'll surely break down
And you'll probably see me
When I drop to the ground

Everyone talks to me
Like they know me better than I do
Well they certainly dont
Cause what they say isn't true

I try to do my best
When everyone is screaming
And I'm crying my eyes out
Like my heart is bleeding

I'm not invincible
I'm mostly vulnerable
I want to have my life back
I want it to be normal

Now I just get upset and hurt
All the time and it's hard
It's like I fell 1,000 miles
And I'm permanently scarred

I miss you quite dearly
And I never thought you would hurt me
Most people don't understand this
But you tore a hole in my heart completely

I really can't take this
I'm tired of acting strong
I'm about to break down
While everyone else carries on