I cried last nite because of you
i used to believe there was hope but now i know thats not true
when i got home i slapped myself in the face for all the things i had done
for every blond moment,idiot thing i said, or just to think i was having fun
but now i know it wont ever be the way i wanted it to be
and i keep telling myself one i have you ill be happy
don't look at me and give me that feeling of hope
then look at her lovely while i try to hold in my tears from which i choke
don't think i hadn't tried to get rid of how i feel
but they wont go away and their not fake their real
why don't you talk or play like you used to
why don't you look at me the way you used to do
why do things have to change,why does everyone find their love before me
i know i want you but you love her not me
i asked God last nite please don't let another tear fall
I held them in infront of you but while you weren't looking i started to ball
i love you okay was that such a bad thing
was it so bad that when i see you two together my body aches of pain
i had a dream last nite and it had you in it
but guess what it wasn't me you were with
i cried in that dream and i awoken to tears on the pillow from which i had layed
i guess i cried in my sleep from the heartache
your the one in my dreams,the one within my broken heart,and the one i think of
i love you so much that all i can give you is my teary love
