You say your not ready,do you want me to wait.
am i ready to start counting the days
you say you don't because you don't like wrong reasons,or is it just me
because i don't see much wrong,unless I'm not the write on to be
I'm tires of wondering if it will ever happen
I really don't want to know or feel like asking
I'm sick of always feeling loves pain
hoping someday this will all change
saying your to busy or you don't have time
no little how much Ill see you Ill always be by your side
I'm always feeling I'm never truly cared about,I'm always being used by guys
but once I found you,I knew you were different,only you were not willing to give it a try
Your face always gets me to thinking
but when the thought of you dissing me down crosses my mind, I feel my heart ripping
I'm sick of feeling alone or having to cry over you
why don't you just come out and say you don't feel the same way too
maybe it would knock some since in me
then ill be able to see clearly
why do i feel led on or i cant move from this spot in my heart
when i think Ive gotten closer to you i get proven wrong and find myself back at the start
someday if you still have not come around i hope i can let go
its hard to hold on so tight still never letting you know
i don't get enough sleep i find myself restless at night
trying to tell myself I no longer like you I have no right
I still find that my heart aches
from playing by your love game
why even give me a little hope
when you say your to busy,your not ready either way they all say no
I'm sorry I cant get off it
I cant believe this is the way it is
Your one of my best friends why should i ruin that
but I don't want that all for it to be,where i want us to be at
though I try to hide from your eyes they always seem to find me
I want my eyes closed so you cant see
all the pain you can see in them
every tear you bring em
Ill no longer ask you to hug me even though they will be missed
because I cant hug you when i know what your answer is
-Kristen Young-
