D0wN aNd oUT!!!

I am so confused??
My head is spinning and it hurts.
I don't know what my life has in store for me,
But I do know I am D0wN aNd oUT!!!
Living life day by day emotionally disturbed.
Mind full,...Heart low and empty.
Where is there a place to pour out
The negatives is covering me,
Made my blanket of what's beyond emptiness.
I can't find strength,
I want to smile again..
But I can't...It's over.
The sunshine has gone and the rain has come,
It's taken me away
Away from the happiness I once had.
All my flowers are dead,
He's not coming back.
Follow the road
Which road is that?
Every road I take leads me right back...
Back to what I used to call "US".
Now all I have are fancies of you,
Your lies can never be true.
Can't seem to understand
The rhythm of your path,
Just make yourself happy,
You always cared about yourself only!!
Leaving me in the open sea,
You know I can't swim without you beside me.
I'm drowning in my pool of tears,
I'm crying-out
But still you leave me here
To be D0wN aNd oUT!!!

Written By: Liezl L.