Iâ??m holding on to what Iâ??ve lost
Those memories weâ??ve shared and the time its cost.
You can try to break the fight within me.
But my mind is telling me that this is how it should be.
Youâ??ve broke my heart and everyone can see
That the month we shared was a waste of time for both you and me.
I donâ??t understand why you would want to hurt someone and tear them up inside.
Really, you arenâ??t worth my tears and I donâ??t know why there have been so many nights where all Iâ??ve done is cried.
What can I say, I thought I liked you.
But you tried sneaking around on me behind my back and you never thought I knew.
I canâ??t believe I fell into your trap.
All you did was make me feel like crap.
When I think of you now, I wonder what it would be like to be with you.
And every time I see you, I still donâ??t know what to do.
I can remember the way it felt to have your arms wrapped around me.
Then I look back and think of how I would want a good relationship to be.
Iâ??m holding on to what Iâ??ve lost
Those memories weâ??ve shared and the time its cost.
You can try to break the fight within me.
But my mind is telling me that this is how it should be.
Although I know my mind is right,
My heart hurts and Iâ??ve lost my sight.
I took a chance and I donâ??t know why.
When I was with you all I did was cry.
You got this new girl and she has what you want.
You want her body and thatâ??s what youâ??ve got.
You said that I didnâ??t put out for you.
Youâ??re just a player and dating a month, what did you want me to do?
You are exactly the reason a girl would want to wait,
Until sheâ??s older to find a perfect date.
A teenage girl shouldnâ??t have to get hurt like I did.
All you did with my heart was run an auction and bid.
Iâ??m holding on to what Iâ??ve lost
Those memories weâ??ve shared and the time its cost.
You can try to break the fight within me.
But my mind is telling me that this is how it should be.
Everyone told me that you werenâ??t right for me.
But, I took a chance not knowing what you would be.
You are a jerk and I hate everything about you.
Youâ??ve said such hurtful words and youâ??ve turned my heart black and blue.
You can laugh because I wouldnâ??t give you sex.
But, look ahead 10 years and see whoâ??s going to be doing the best.
I will be the one that has a life I love.
Youâ??ll be lucky to get a girl, because by then you will have hurt every one.
So before you laugh at me again,
Remember everything Iâ??ve said.
Youâ??re a jerk and Iâ??m better off without you.
Youâ??re a player and sex is all you do.
Iâ??m holding on to what Iâ??ve lost
Those memories weâ??ve shared and the time its cost.
You can try to break the fight within me.
But my mind is telling me that this is how it should be.
