Convenient Ignorance

If only you knew
what I go through..
Im scared and alone.
and forever condoned..

If only you knew
How much pain I feel.
Eternally bleeding.
and constantly pleading.

If only you knew
How hard I try.
I do what Im told,
But a victim of a scold.

If only you knew
I speak the truth.
Just look in their eyes.
They are all lies.

If only you knew
why my eyes tear.
Without her I die.
This cant be good-bye.

If only you knew
How much she helped.
Taught me to live.
And how to forgive.

If only you knew
How much it hurt.
Forced to let her go,
Feels like ages ago.

If only you knew
how I wish to see her.
A simple touch
would be enough.

If only you knew
What Ive been through.
All of this misery
is slowly killing me.