Generally unclassifiable

I'm not your average girl
at least i try not to be
i guess you could say i'm pretty lame
gambling everything on one boy
like its just a game
i read the books about high school outcasts-
its the only place i feel i belong
a great plot but my stories going all wrong.

we used to be friends
the best of the best
until i fell for him
you should probably know the rest
he doesn't even realize how much i care
our friendships disappeared and now theres nothing there

a empty hole in my heart
its swallowing me
and i'm not going to even fight
i know right now i should have been expecting this my whole life.
but yet i'm so confused
i thought i knew what to do
but all my instructions are gone
i'm left without a clue

but i'm used to it
girly
punk
prep
as i walk by i can hear them, faking whats left
but they don't know or don't try
im generally unclassifiable and i dont even know why

but thats me;
your anything but average girl, glued to her book
you cant classify her because you never even gave her a second look.