Believing

I scream; It takes the pain away...
I cry; I know you'll never see it...
I laugh; It gets me through the day...
I dream; I know I'll never be it...

I scream until my voice is dead...
I cry until my eyes are red...
I laugh until my stomach hurts...
I dream until it starts to work...

All my thoughts lead back to you...
Correcting what I thought I knew...
Screaming, crying, laughing, dreaming...
Nothing true is worth believing...