LOSING HIM </3-very sad

Transfixed with fear of whats to come,
But he will never know.
Some things are better left unsaid.
As the autumn leaves fall down around us,
Memories consume me,
Its him that I crave,
My drug, my lifeline,
But I think I'm losing him

Captivated but incomplete
I lie in his arms,
Hes still so far away
Secrets and lies devour my thoughts
Should I tell him?
Tell him all the things that are going through my head?
Im scared to let go
But I know I cant stop this
Im losing him

He thinks Im just another girl,
But hes so wrong.
In the end I wont get hurt,
It wont break my heart,
Cause its hurting me now,
More then he will ever no.
His gentle lies comfort me
Or is he in denial? Could he just no realise?
Its her that he wants,
Im losing him...

Lost in his touch,
His warm breathe upon my neck,
A shiver runs down my spine,
Take my hand; make me believe your lies,
It hurts so much,
To conceal my thoughts
But I cant tell him that I know,
I cant give him that.
Shes the one he wants,
But I wont let him go.
Im losing him...

Effortlessly shes taking his heart,
Im not a fool,
I see past her disguise.
I watch as he slips from me,
As my whole world slips away,
I'm in his arms,
But hes a stranger,
Help me, I'm losing him
I see the way he watches her,
Those looks he once gave me,
He thinks I dont realise,
But he underestimates me
In the end its him that will pay
For all the lies and deceit,
I wont put up with this much longer,
Its hurting me,
Help me, Im losing him.

He looks into my eyes,
Ill never let you go,
His lies dont fool me,
His looks wont deceive me,
Its her that he wants.
Im holding onto something thats no longer mine,
Im scarred to let go but its time,
Im losing part of me

The girl wanders past, oblivious
His eyes transfixed
It hurts too much.
I get up and walk away,
Leaving everything and nothing behind,
My thoughts confirmed,
He doesnt stop me
I have lost a part of me.

He sits alone under the tree,
His lifeline,
His drug,
Gone forever.
He played with jealousy,
Like it was a game,
All to see how much she cared.
He made her think he loved another,
And now shel never know,
That he loved her more then life itself,
He let his everything go...

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