Would they??

Sometimes I wonder
if anyone cares
if i just got up and disappeared
would they even notice if i wasn't there?

If i took my life
would they feel guilty
for not paying any attention
for not being able to stop me?

If they saw the cuts on my wrists
would they even bother to ask why?
would they see the truth then
that i just wanna die?

If i cried right in front of them
would they pretend it's no big deal?
I hate them for not caring
that these wounds will never heal

Sometimes i stare at the sky
and wonder why my hearts so weak
the tears form in my eyes
and i cry myself to sleep