What Would you Say?

What would you say if i died tomorrow

that i was a lousy friend who only brought sorrow
that i was very deceitful and quick to lie
that i was too pessimistic and all i did was cry
that i didn't care about you or anything you did
that i was too immature and acted like a kid

this is not how i had pictured it i hope better words would come to mind

hope you'd say i was a good person a better friend was hard to find
i hope you'd say you felt you could talk to me and your secrets would be kept
i hope you'd say you knew I'd be there for you every time you wept
i hope you'd say i could see a side of you that no one else could see
i hope you'd say your life's not the same without me and that
you loved me