I'm breaking

I'm Breaking

From my eyes, the tears are flowing
From the yelling, my head is pounding
From the pain, my heart is breaking
From it all, my body is aching

I want out of the hell we call a home
I wanna start over where I've never been known
I wanna live my life all alone
For the world to never find me, 'til I'm nothing but bone

Sometimes I wish death upon myself
Sometimes I wish my Mom had better health
Sometimes I wish I could help the world, if I had wealth
Sometimes I wish my life was a stealth

I lay here in bed, I dare not make a sound
The voices in my head spinning round and round
Could this be the end as my heart begins to pound
I'll just sip a drink 'til my sorrows begin to drowned