It finally hit me
I'm a fat ass
FOREVER.
no matter what.
I may be pretty in the eyes of some people
Beautiful in the eyes of the rest
But ugly to some.
And fat to others.
And to myself
I'm disgusting.
I can no longer look at myself in the mirror
Without noticing flaws
And yes flaws do make someone beautiful
But to have plenty and loads
Does not
Theres a limit to how much you eat
Theres a limit to how much you think
Therse a limit to how much a person can also take.
And mine, has been passed.
And now.
I'm in total shock
And in total aggravation
And in total surpriseness
Don't pity me
Don't tell me it will be okay
When we all know it will not.
The only person that make things better
Is myself.
Yes, myself.
And I need determination.
And now,
I do.
No more will I tolerate peoples dumb comments
And stupid remarks.
And I will no longer accept people
Who treat me like shit
Or disrespect me.
That's it.
It's over.
No more pain.
No more drama.
No more sadness
No more of this.
No more.
It's said
Not yet done
But it will soon be.
And god help the person
That crosses thier line with me.
Because I will take them to a length
and a place
Where they don't recognize
And don't feel comfortable.
Around.
Yes.
Try me.
And see where you will end up.
I guarentee you.
You won't be a happy camper.
Just freaking try me.
I dare you.
