Can you imagine what it is like

Can you imagine a world without
the sun shining
a world without
any meaning
if you can imagine this
you know what my life is like
and what I might miss
because i fell so lost
and so alone
why do people have to hurt others
can you imagine how dark my world is
at night i stay awake
watching the moon and the stars so far away
i think this is where our souls will go
when we are dead and gone
i wish i could be there
and not here
can you imagine what it is like
to have no one that smiles at you
because you are not like all the others
can you imagine what it is like
to have no real family
to hate all of those
and can you imagine what it is like
to be hated by everyone
because you are stupid
and you do not want to go out at day because they are watching you
they are talking about you every time
you open your door
what have i done to be loved by nobody
can you imagine what it is like to be all alone
crying
hitting yourself to hold on
even if your body is too weak
can you imagine what it is like
to have a life without friends
no you cannot imagine
because you are loved by everyone
i know you do not even see me
here alone crying
and waiting for the dead
that will free your body
and your head
from all this pain.

*Please comment this poem, please, it is really personal!*