I was just fine until you held me in your arms
My feelings for you had been locked away
Trapped behind a wall
Lock and key
With a guarantee not to crumble
Not to fall
Why is it that you still affect me so?
I hate you but yet my heart screams your name
And your face dominates my soul
As much as I tried to fight it
My love for you never diminished
Never once flickered
Never finished
But its not fair!
I can no longer have you
So why havent these feelings left me
Why do I still care?
Why do I still need you?
Why do I long for your touch?
Crave for your kiss?
Still want you this much?
I was just fine until I slept with you again
Feeling your body heat
Listening to your heart beat
My wall shattered
My heart raised the white flag
My soul gave up in defeat
But why damn it!
Why is it love for you I possess?
That even after all this time
I dont love you any less
Why do I still want you?
Need you to hold?
Why do I still get that spark?
That sign that what we have is so right?
Why do I tremble at your touch?
Why do I melt on sight?
I was just fine until I woke up
And you were laid there beside me
You have gone from a dream
Made to reality
Now a memory
A re-occurring fantasy
I was just fine until you ruined my guard
Giving me a hope
That you will trust me once more
I had taken back your key
But yet you still opened the damned door.
I hate you but yet I love you so much it confuses my mind
Damn you why did you do this to me?
I was just fine!
