Lost in my emotions

Lost in my emotions
trying to figure out why
with life's devotion
to break me down and cry
caught up in myself
screaming and crying for help
which direction is right
how long can i put up this fight
times my own worst enemy
trying to make myself happy
where do i go, where do i turn
the confusion that burns
i want to make this work
i want to make things right
but it's me i have to find
things are mixed up in my mind
with or without you
it's something i have to do
I'm being pulled in two directions
no knowing which way to go
patients is running out
having all these doubts
i feel so numb
for whats to become
lost in my emotions
just trying to find my way back