I'm loving and grateful
I can get an attitude
a bit selfish and impatient
and even a little rude
I am stubborn and crabby
forgetful and self-conscious
at times a little sensitive
I want to live life filly
be free spirited and hopeful
love myself and others
and just truly let go
I get jealous, I get sad
little things make me mad
I push away sadness
sometimes I'm a mess
I run away from problems
have a tendency of giving up
I laugh, smile, frown, cry
and try not to tell lies
I have trouble trusting
can't let go of the past
afraid of life flying by so fast
I like to be crazy and random
have outburst of energy
I am unmotivated and lazy
tired and stressed
I think too much and analyze things
but that's just a part of a human being
I fall to fast
and get my hopes up
I laugh for no reason
and often I can be confusing
this is me
this is who I am
who I've always been